May 2012
22 posts
30 May 2012
Project Kindness was a huge success: around 5000 kindness cards were passed out on ring mall at UCI. someone came up to me after i gave them a kindness card and asked me if they could hug me because i had just made their day so much brighter :’)
the speech: a pledge came up to me, introduced themselves to me, and thanked me. i looked at them, puzzled because i had basically slapped all of...
begin rant:
what are the ingredients for motivation?
for success?
for happiness?
easy, it’s you.
#end rant
happy♥punch: I wish: →
happypunch:
I knew what I wanted for sure.
That someone could tell me: “Jessica, you’re on the right path. What you have right now is what you want, and what you need.”
How do you know if what you’re doing is right?
Do you follow how you feel?
If it’s what you want, is it just supposed to feel right?
If…
Anonymous asked: what is your dream?
“I won’t kiss you. It might get to be a habit and I can’t get rid of habits.”
– F. Scott Fitzgerald, Flappers and Philosophers (via thatkindofwoman)
if once i am well again, i will:
go to the beach
watch the sunset, it’s so relaxing!
make food for people (i owe them)
go eat/drink - TASTEA - BOILING CRAB - RAMEN - BRODARDS - BUN RIEU - VIETNAMESE SANWHICHES - MILK SLUSH WITH EGG PUDDING AND BOBA FROM CAPITOL
to be near you is all i ask
dear you, i want to hold your hand, tell you you’re not alone did you know: you make me feel safe.
i want you to tell me your stories and i will try to tell you mine
i care about you more than you can ever imagine, but you can never know.
i can never ask you to be mine because our future is too dim, too shaky. i don’t have a chance, i won’t try.
love,
me
I HATE BEING WEAK
I HATE BEING SICK!
))))))))))))))))))):
life is exhausting, these past few weeks have been...
“…I have this strange feeling that I’m not myself anymore. It’s hard to put into...”
– Haruki Murakami (via dailystendhalnitesaudade)
all you - kaskade ft cataracs waka floka flame
: I shouldn’t be complaining but I really miss the... →
hotdogsmanggg:
I shouldn’t be complaining but I really miss the comfort of familiarity.
I miss my old companions, I miss that i was never hesitant when someone asked me “who is closest to you” and now to answer the question, i’d probably say “I’ll get back to you on that”.
I miss the memories that reside in…
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too much to ask
all i wanted was for you to be understanding
all i asked for was for you to open your heart and feel
open your eyes and see
open your ears and listen
just a little
if only for a little
nostalgia?
brought on by reading through my old poems and writings…
why did i stop writing?
how did it fade?
why?
why?
why?
why?
):
April 2012
15 posts
“Look deep inside yourself Linda, do you like the person you’re becoming?”
– mom
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i guess the next time i write another...
thank you all for existing.
more importantly, thank you all for existing in my life.
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you need to start facing your future, linda - mom
every time i start thinking about my future
1) i want to pray to the porcelain god
2) run away
3) cry
when do you start accepting the fact that you’re growing up?
how can someone be ready to grow up?
i cannot.
but i cannot run away forever.
whoever said you can be “forever young” is painting a masterpiece of lies.
lawlawlawalwl
me: AHHHH MY CRUSH IS GETTING WORSE.
roommate: what? your crotch is getting worse.
me: yes, my crotch is getting worse.
roommate: well put some anti-itch cream on it then!
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this is the first time
that i’m actually proud of myself.
:)
my name is linda and i am a self masochist
i don’t even know why i bother to have any expectations
when people never cease to disappoint me.
:D
A dramatic Shakespearean response to every...
When something bad happens: True is it that we have seen better days.
When something REALLY bad happens: O woe! O woeful, woeful, woeful day! Most lamentable day. Most woeful day That ever, ever I did yet behold! O day, O day, O day! O hateful day! Never was seen so black a day as this.O woeful day! O woeful day!
When people say that something is wrong because the Bible says so: The Devil can cite scripture for his purpose.
When my girlfriend abandons me for food: FRAILTY, THY NAME IS WOMAN!
When someone doesn't thank me for holding the door open for them: BLOW, BLOW, BLOW, THOU WINTER WIND! THOU ART NOT SO UNKIND AS MAN'S INGRATITUDE!
When I burn something while cooking: MY CAKE IS DOUGH!
When human stupidity frustrates me: LORD, WHAT FOOLS THESE MORTALS BE!
When someone says I'm going to hell for my sins: NYMPH, IN THY ORISONS BE ALL MY SINS REMEMBER'D.
When I'm broke: My pride fell with my fortunes
When someone turns the light on after a period of darkness and blinding light ensues: OH, SHE DOTH TEACH THE TORCHES TO BURN BRIGHT!
When someone disagrees with me: THERE ARE MORE THINGS IN HEAVEN AND EARTH, HORATIO, THEN ARE DREAMT OF IN YOUR PHILOSOPHY.
When I argue with my girlfriend: The course of true love never did run smooth.
When I'm embarrassed: MUST I HOLD A CANDLE TO MY SHAMES?!
Someone says "Good Night": Good Night, Good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
dad: why does your voice sound all weird?
me: my throat is kind of itchy.............. ):
dad: it has begun.
me: NOOOOOOO I CANNOT. I WILL FIGHT.
big jet plane (adam g remix) - angus and julia...
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10-6
this endless fluctuation in my sleeping pattern will surely be the death of me.
OH WELL.
March 2012
29 posts
losing hope...
jess: asian guys are so sensitive
me: sh!t really? maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan, i want the next guy i date to be vietnamese but i don't want no sensitive boy!
jess: good luck with that!
welcome home
i came home early to surprise my parents. i threw everything into my car and sang my heart out so i wouldn’t fall asleep while driving (finals week = no sleep = crazy linda).
i turned into my block and saw half a dozen police cars blocking the street that my house is on and a helicopter circling above.
i was trippin’ sh!t. called my parents and they were safe, thank goodness.
ended...
forever alone?
me: that's it, i'm finding me a vietnamese man.
friend: you're never gonna get married
me: WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
friend: you want someone who is at least 7 inches taller than you, not too traditional, not too americanized, buddhist, AND he has to put up with you? yeah, that's never going to happen.
me: maybe you're right ):
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here i am
whining and cursing at the world about having to sit on my butt all day and cram information into my head
when my mother (at age 40+, mind you) had to to the same thing while juggling CC classes with english being her second language, working full time, and having to take care of her family.
yeah, QUITE WHINING LINDA.
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i feel like if you really wanted to fix something,...