Alice was beginning to get very tired of sitting by her sister on the bank, and having nothing to do: once or twice she had peeped into the book her sister was reading, but it had no pictures or conversations in it, ‘and what is the use of a book,’ thought Alice, ‘without pictures or conversations?’
(Source: madsdittmann, via hotdogsmanggg)
i decided to go home today because i just…needed to be home.
my good friends from home recently graduated and my friends at irvine have begun counting down or avoiding the topic of graduation. we keep telling each other that we don’t want to talk about it because we know that we would start freaking out more than we already are.
but i thought about it on my (spontaneous) drive home
how i only have 4 weeks left of my undergraduate career
in 4 weeks i will say goodbye to a lot of people who i care about
and this won’t be like a “i’ll see you later” goodbye, it will be a real, heart wrenching, ugly crying goodbye.
it’s too fast.
there’s not enough time. there’s never enough time.
i’m not ready,
but i am,
i’ve been preparing for this
now i don’t want to go back to irvine because i know that i’ll just start crying again…more than i am right now.
